Solomon

You came to me in my darkest hour. A ray of light, giving me purpose in an otherwise meaningless life. In the throes of addiction, you were my savior…..literally. Saving my life on more than one occasion. If not for your coaxing nibbles on my ear, anxious bark or ferocious licking, I would not have woken up. You gave me structure. You gave me life. You gave me purpose. Those first few years were a learning phase for both of us. Me, learning to reopen long closed heart doors, learning to love, learning the workings of you. You, learning to be patient…..always so patient. It became easy…the rhythm of our life. Our day to day was a continuous song of love. Of joy. Of heartache. Of happiness. Heard only by us, but witnessed by many. You were my strength. You were my eyes that saw above the clouds. My heart that beat in an otherwise flat-lined world. My ears that heard the music in the solitude. You were so much fun. You brought life everywhere you went. A smile to so many faces. You were easy to love. So, so easy to love. You touched everyone that was lucky enough to meet you in a way they’ll never forget. Those eyes….oh those eyes. An understanding with just one look. My confidant. The holder of all my secrets. The champion of all my dreams. My constant. My life. My Co-pilot. I’ll never forget our cross country journeys together. You were the best road warrior one could ask for. My companion. My buddy. My best friend. You were the first I’ve ever known of unconditional love. No judgment, only love. You taught me how to love. Showed me what true love is. Not a moment goes by that I don’t think of you. I know it will get easier but for now, I feel like I’ve lost a limb. I keep waiting for you to come around the corner. To hear the tapping of your toes. I look down at my feet where you would be laying. I wait for that gentle nudge of your nose…..to hear your snore song. You woke me up and it’s that awakening that will help ease the pain. I’ll take everything you taught me and be the best I can be. Life will never be the same…..it’ll just be different. I can only hope I was as good a human for you as you were canine to me. Thank you for all that you were. R.I.P my beautiful boy. You’re forever in my heart.

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12 Comments on “Solomon”

  1. Stay strong …keep making him proud…..He’s with you always forever in your heart. What a beautiful story !!!!

  2. What a beautiful tribute! I tell people Ll the time that I have learned so much from my boxers. my boxer Beemer was my soulmate and I was devastated when I lost him. but lo and behold he sent another boxer for me to rescue. I miss my boy every day, he has been gone for 3 years now, but my new rescue continues to teach me new things. He. Will never replace my Beemer,but he does have a special place in my life.

  3. Tears…..you articulated so many things in my own heart. I am so sorry for your heartache as I know you are of ours. Forever he will be a part of your heart. We are sending you love and strength. ❤ Sara

  4. God bless you Luke! I hope you find comfort in your memories. Losing a dog, a beloved pet, is a lot more then just losing a pet! It’s losing family, a soul that has touched your soul! You will never be apart, he lives in your heart ❤ xoxo

  5. Your tribute to Solomon is so moving and it tugged at my heart … The life that both of you shared together was amazing … Thank you for sharing this with us … It was a honour & a privilege to read it … Take care Luke & I do wish you & Billy all the best … XOXOX

  6. That is how I feel about my George. I am so sorry for you sorrow. Maybe someday another Solomon will find you and you can save another soul!

  7. I don’t know you, but your words connected to me more than the words of any family or friends. I too had a dark period, lost in the cloud of addiction, and my boxer stood by my side and loved me unconditionally. As I began the long journey climbing out of that dark place, she was my guide. I know exactly how Solomon saved you. I know those eyes, those eyes that compel you to open your heart and be a better person. You are the good work that Solomon left here on earth.

  8. im sorry for your loss, remember when you would bring solomon by miss yip!!! I know words don’t describe how vitals they are in our lives!!! he did mark everyone’s lives!! but remember he is always in your heart and ours!!!

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