Over it.com

over feeling useless

over this psycho depression bullshit

over that I actually used that word in relation to what/how I feel because, after all, I’m the positive one, right?

over trying to make something of my fucking life and being met with road blocks every. single. fucking. time.

over waking up and needing every fucking fiber of my being to not just sleep. Forever.

over feeling this way

over not caring about anything

over trying to BE someone other than who I am like who I am is nothing

over the constant craving of wanting to rekindle my chemical love affair

over feeling guilty for the consequences of things outside of my control

over always being the one that has to compromise

over trying to rationalize myself to others

over this crazy fucked up world we live in

over dealing with past mistakes

over floundering and being the suffocating fish

over how much I actually loath myself

over hearing that “it’ll all work out”, because it never fucking does.

over hearing that “it all happens for a reason” because, nobody can actually figure out what the FUCK the reason is

over hearing “you’d be great at that”

over feeling like I constantly have to edit my thoughts

over questioning everything

over resenting

over regret

over being over it

over TRYING to be over it

over

all

of

it.